kneel and kiss the ground

ok, so i keep trying. just got a note from st. mike's that bringing a guest choir isn't going to work in Lent. sigh.



Is this kneeling thing really worth it to me. What do people get from the singing out. are we "giving" enough. Can the Artist's Life bring anything? Can we "get" more from our rehearsal time. For me, singing together on Tuesdays IS the enough. I don't really care if we make a church service happen. Rehearsing that beautiful music with singers I care about around me, lifts my spirit, feeds my spirit. I am kneeling. dare i say, kissing?

could someone else care with me?

thank heavens - or some intervention from heaven - i hadn't sent yet another poke to andy haase about at LEAST coming to sing at st. mike's. i'm a little sick of begging him to come. ok, susan the attraction thing. make it happen. being there in that gorgeous space felt like the best gig i had managed. I'll ask if we could rehearse anyway. I'll pay.

is designing a vesper service a direction.
shall i quit too?

i'm working on attracting talent and energy and beauty. now, that's a nice package~!
and, according to susan, there need to be some concrete actions to make that happen.
start the thinking again.....

does ken care?

how can trinity play a tape when the organist and choir is all there. this doesn't bode well, does it laura.

just how out of step am i anyway? a new walk?

k

these things i know. art is important. language can be banal or inspired. i take inspired and colored and live and lively and heartfelt and ancient and wordless and soulful anyday.

kathy webb are you out there?